New Year // 2021
New Year // 2021
A new year and here I am again. It feels like yesterday I was writing this for 2020, but at the same time it feels like a lifetime ago. I see so many talk about how happy they were in January and February 2020 before the shit show of 2020 that came in March. But honestly, those were dark months for me as well. I gradually pulled myself out of it with my daily journal, scrapbooking again, reading more, etc.
The veil started to lift and then March. It wasn't the quarantine that hit me like a ton of bricks, but the uncertainties of our future. This year in whole has been a huge eye opener to people too. When I lifted that veil of darkness covering myself it freed me from so much more than myself holding me back. I lost respect, people, nights of sleep, and many wasted tears to become the even stronger woman I am now. I'm coming out of 2020 exhausted, but just as proud of myself as I was leaving 2019 behind.
This may have not been the year I hoped for, but it taught me so much more than I ever imagined. I got to spend much more time with my kiddos especially, Roman who had an awful start of school in Kindergarten. I worked on not only myself, but who I am in my marriage and since it has become stronger as well. Those avoided conversations were had with how much time we had on our hands. Ha!
We may have missed out on vacation and experiences, but I will always hold the times we had of just the four of us cooped up together in 2020 close to my heart.
New year, same me growing bolder than ever. I lost a lot of my drive to do passions such as journaling, scrapbooking, reading, etc mid year, but I finished it off getting back into those things I love. I may be behind, but I'm happy being back at it! I will be sharing my end of 2020 reads soon and hopefully my 2020 journal soon after (I really fell behind on that...).
This year I will focus on loving myself more, saying "no" more, building my platforms & businesses more, and escaping to enjoy my reality of family and kids growing.
This is truly the year of GROWTH. xo
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